Yeah, this one's for you. You're the only one I've provided an actual map. Of course, I doubt I'll remember which spot I actually hid this one with, so this might be the first or the middle or the last. Or maybe someone else got to this one first. Tommy? Wouldn't be surprised if it were you. If you find this first you put it back right where you found it. Also stop reading. I mean it!
So I thought long and hard about what sort of thing you'd want. Short of taking me apart, of course, because otherwise that question's a no-brainer. That's still a big 'no' by the way. Truth is, I don't know how well Sundance might be able to keep putting me back together. Light's still there, but maybe a quick fix is all she can manage. Anything major, or hey, if the power cuts out again? Who knows. Can't say it'll really keep me from doing what I do. I'll take a bullet for you or Jon any time, and that's not just because I figure I can handle it best. I'm bad with losses. You know that? It's not something I deal with well. After what you did that other day, breaking my fall, busting your arm- Look, I already watched Jon get spat at to absolute delirium and it's a wonder he didn't get shot back there on the Agrii ship.
That's not really much of an explanation after I read this, but it's the best I've got. So maybe these are lousy Dawning gifts. "Hey Cayde, why're you giving me your sentimental letters to your possibly imaginary son?" They're memories. I don't know how long we'll all be here, or when whoever's been messing around with us will decide to toss us back. I don't know if we'll remember any of this. Thinking about that kind of hurts the most, so I don't. So I figure at least this way they'll be around somewhere, for someone.
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Date: 2020-12-25 05:19 am (UTC)๐ดโฏ๐ถ๐ฝ, ๐๐ฝ๐พ๐ โด๐โฏ'๐ ๐ปโด๐ ๐โด๐. ๐ดโด๐'๐โฏ ๐๐ฝโฏ โด๐๐๐ โด๐โฏ โ'๐โฏ ๐ ๐โด๐๐พ๐นโฏ๐น ๐ถ๐ ๐ถ๐ธ๐๐๐ถ๐ ๐๐ถ๐ . ๐ช๐ป ๐ธโด๐๐๐โฏ, โ ๐นโด๐๐ท๐ โ'๐๐ ๐โฏ๐โฏ๐๐ทโฏ๐ ๐๐ฝ๐พ๐ธ๐ฝ ๐๐ โด๐ โ ๐ถ๐ธ๐๐๐ถ๐๐๐ ๐ฝ๐พ๐น ๐๐ฝ๐พ๐ โด๐โฏ ๐๐พ๐๐ฝ, ๐โด ๐๐ฝ๐พ๐ ๐๐พโ๐ฝ๐ ๐ทโฏ ๐๐ฝโฏ ๐ป๐พ๐๐๐ โด๐ ๐๐ฝโฏ ๐๐พ๐น๐น๐โฏ โด๐ ๐๐ฝโฏ ๐๐ถ๐๐. ๐ช๐ ๐๐ถ๐๐ทโฏ ๐โด๐โฏโด๐โฏ โฏ๐๐โฏ โโด๐ ๐โด ๐๐ฝ๐พ๐ โด๐โฏ ๐ป๐พ๐๐๐. ๐ฏโด๐๐๐? ๐ฒโด๐๐๐น๐'๐ ๐ทโฏ ๐๐๐๐ ๐๐พ๐โฏ๐น ๐พ๐ป ๐พ๐ ๐โฏ๐โฏ ๐โด๐. โ๐ป ๐โด๐ ๐ป๐พ๐๐น ๐๐ฝ๐พ๐ ๐ป๐พ๐๐๐ ๐โด๐ ๐ ๐๐ ๐พ๐ ๐ท๐ถ๐ธ๐ ๐๐พโ๐ฝ๐ ๐๐ฝโฏ๐โฏ ๐โด๐ ๐ปโด๐๐๐น ๐พ๐. ๐๐๐โด ๐๐โด๐ ๐โฏ๐ถ๐น๐พ๐โ. โ ๐โฏ๐ถ๐ ๐พ๐!
๐ฎโด โ ๐๐ฝโด๐โ๐ฝ๐ ๐โด๐โ ๐ถ๐๐น ๐ฝ๐ถ๐๐น ๐ถ๐ทโด๐๐ ๐๐ฝ๐ถ๐ ๐โด๐๐ โด๐ป ๐๐ฝ๐พ๐โ ๐โด๐'๐น ๐๐ถ๐๐. ๐ฎ๐ฝโด๐๐ โด๐ป ๐๐ถ๐๐พ๐โ ๐โฏ ๐ถ๐ ๐ถ๐๐, โด๐ป ๐ธโด๐๐๐โฏ, ๐ทโฏ๐ธ๐ถ๐๐โฏ โด๐๐ฝโฏ๐๐๐พ๐โฏ ๐๐ฝ๐ถ๐ ๐๐โฏ๐๐๐พโด๐'๐ ๐ถ ๐โด-๐ท๐๐ถ๐พ๐โฏ๐. ๐ฏ๐ฝ๐ถ๐'๐ ๐๐๐พ๐๐ ๐ถ ๐ท๐พโ '๐โด' ๐ท๐ ๐๐ฝโฏ ๐๐ถ๐. ๐ฏ๐๐๐๐ฝ ๐พ๐, โ ๐นโด๐'๐ ๐๐โด๐ ๐ฝโด๐ ๐โฏ๐๐ ๐ฎ๐๐๐น๐ถ๐๐ธโฏ ๐๐พโ๐ฝ๐ ๐ทโฏ ๐ถ๐ท๐โฏ ๐โด ๐โฏโฏ๐ ๐ ๐๐๐๐พ๐โ ๐โฏ ๐ท๐ถ๐ธ๐ ๐โดโโฏ๐๐ฝโฏ๐. โ๐พโ๐ฝ๐'๐ ๐๐๐พ๐๐ ๐๐ฝโฏ๐โฏ, ๐ท๐๐ ๐๐ถ๐๐ทโฏ ๐ถ ๐๐๐พ๐ธ๐ ๐ป๐พ๐ ๐พ๐ ๐ถ๐๐ ๐๐ฝโฏ ๐ธ๐ถ๐ ๐๐ถ๐๐ถโโฏ. ๐๐๐๐๐ฝ๐พ๐โ ๐๐ถ๐ฟโด๐, โด๐ ๐ฝโฏ๐, ๐พ๐ป ๐๐ฝโฏ ๐ โด๐โฏ๐ ๐ธ๐๐๐ โด๐๐ ๐ถโ๐ถ๐พ๐? ๐ฒ๐ฝโด ๐๐โด๐๐. ๐๐ถ๐'๐ ๐๐ถ๐ ๐พ๐'๐๐ ๐โฏ๐ถ๐๐๐ ๐โฏโฏ๐ ๐โฏ ๐ป๐โด๐ ๐นโด๐พ๐โ ๐๐ฝ๐ถ๐ โ ๐นโด. โ'๐๐ ๐๐ถ๐โฏ ๐ถ ๐ท๐๐๐โฏ๐ ๐ปโด๐ ๐โด๐ โด๐ ๐ฅโด๐ ๐ถ๐๐ ๐๐พ๐โฏ, ๐ถ๐๐น ๐๐ฝ๐ถ๐'๐ ๐โด๐ ๐ฟ๐๐๐ ๐ทโฏ๐ธ๐ถ๐๐โฏ โ ๐ป๐พโ๐๐โฏ โ ๐ธ๐ถ๐ ๐ฝ๐ถ๐๐น๐โฏ ๐พ๐ ๐ทโฏ๐๐. โ'๐ ๐ท๐ถ๐น ๐๐พ๐๐ฝ ๐โด๐๐โฏ๐. ๐ดโด๐ ๐๐โด๐ ๐๐ฝ๐ถ๐? โ๐'๐ ๐โด๐ ๐โด๐โฏ๐๐ฝ๐พ๐โ โ ๐นโฏ๐ถ๐ ๐๐พ๐๐ฝ ๐โฏ๐๐. ๐๐ป๐โฏ๐ ๐๐ฝ๐ถ๐ ๐โด๐ ๐น๐พ๐น ๐๐ฝ๐ถ๐ โด๐๐ฝโฏ๐ ๐น๐ถ๐, ๐ท๐โฏ๐ถ๐๐พ๐โ ๐๐ ๐ป๐ถ๐๐, ๐ท๐๐๐๐พ๐โ ๐โด๐๐ ๐ถ๐๐- โโดโด๐, โ ๐ถ๐๐โฏ๐ถ๐น๐ ๐๐ถ๐๐ธ๐ฝโฏ๐น ๐ฅโด๐ โโฏ๐ ๐๐ ๐ถ๐ ๐ถ๐ ๐โด ๐ถ๐ท๐โด๐๐๐โฏ ๐นโฏ๐๐พ๐๐พ๐๐ ๐ถ๐๐น ๐พ๐'๐ ๐ถ ๐โด๐๐นโฏ๐ ๐ฝโฏ ๐น๐พ๐น๐'๐ โโฏ๐ ๐๐ฝโด๐ ๐ท๐ถ๐ธ๐ ๐๐ฝโฏ๐โฏ โด๐ ๐๐ฝโฏ ๐โ๐๐พ๐พ ๐๐ฝ๐พ๐ .
๐ฏ๐ฝ๐ถ๐'๐ ๐โด๐ ๐โฏ๐ถ๐๐๐ ๐๐๐ธ๐ฝ โด๐ป ๐ถ๐ โฏ๐๐ ๐๐ถ๐๐ถ๐๐พโด๐ ๐ถ๐ป๐โฏ๐ โ ๐โฏ๐ถ๐น ๐๐ฝ๐พ๐, ๐ท๐๐ ๐พ๐'๐ ๐๐ฝโฏ ๐ทโฏ๐๐ โ'๐โฏ โโด๐. ๐ฎโด ๐๐ถ๐๐ทโฏ ๐๐ฝโฏ๐โฏ ๐ถ๐โฏ ๐โด๐๐๐ ๐๐ถ๐๐๐พ๐โ โ๐พ๐ป๐๐. "โโฏ๐ ๐๐ถ๐๐นโฏ, ๐๐ฝ๐'๐โฏ ๐โด๐ โ๐พ๐๐พ๐โ ๐โฏ ๐โด๐๐ ๐โฏ๐๐๐พ๐โฏ๐๐๐ถ๐ ๐โฏ๐๐โฏ๐๐ ๐โด ๐โด๐๐ ๐ โด๐๐๐พ๐ท๐๐ ๐พ๐๐ถโ๐พ๐๐ถ๐๐ ๐โด๐?" ๐ฏ๐ฝโฏ๐'๐โฏ ๐โฏ๐โด๐๐พโฏ๐. โ ๐นโด๐'๐ ๐๐โด๐ ๐ฝโด๐ ๐โด๐โ ๐โฏ'๐๐ ๐ถ๐๐ ๐ทโฏ ๐ฝโฏ๐โฏ, โด๐ ๐๐ฝโฏ๐ ๐๐ฝโดโฏ๐โฏ๐'๐ ๐ทโฏโฏ๐ ๐โฏ๐๐๐พ๐โ ๐ถ๐โด๐๐๐น ๐๐พ๐๐ฝ ๐๐ ๐๐พ๐๐ ๐นโฏ๐ธ๐พ๐นโฏ ๐โด ๐โด๐๐ ๐๐ ๐ท๐ถ๐ธ๐. โ ๐นโด๐'๐ ๐๐โด๐ ๐พ๐ป ๐โฏ'๐๐ ๐โฏ๐โฏ๐๐ทโฏ๐ ๐ถ๐๐ โด๐ป ๐๐ฝ๐พ๐. ๐ฏ๐ฝ๐พ๐๐๐พ๐โ ๐ถ๐ทโด๐๐ ๐๐ฝ๐ถ๐ ๐๐พ๐๐น โด๐ป ๐ฝ๐๐๐๐ ๐๐ฝโฏ ๐โด๐๐, ๐โด โ ๐นโด๐'๐. ๐ฎโด โ ๐ป๐พโ๐๐โฏ ๐ถ๐ ๐โฏ๐ถ๐๐ ๐๐ฝ๐พ๐ ๐๐ถ๐ ๐๐ฝโฏ๐'๐๐ ๐ทโฏ ๐ถ๐โด๐๐๐น ๐โด๐โฏ๐๐ฝโฏ๐โฏ, ๐ปโด๐ ๐โด๐โฏโด๐โฏ.
โ๐ ๐๐ฝโฏ ๐โฏ๐ถ๐๐๐พ๐โฏ, ๐โฏ ๐ธ๐ถ๐ ๐๐๐พ๐๐ ๐ฝ๐ถ๐โฏ โด๐๐ ๐ป๐๐.
๐๐ถ๐๐นโฏ, โด๐๐. โค
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Date: 2021-09-03 03:24 am (UTC)Yeah, this one's for you. You're the only one I've provided an actual map. Of course, I doubt I'll remember which spot I actually hid this one with, so this might be the first or the middle or the last. Or maybe someone else got to this one first. Tommy? Wouldn't be surprised if it were you. If you find this first you put it back right where you found it. Also stop reading. I mean it!
So I thought long and hard about what sort of thing you'd want. Short of taking me apart, of course, because otherwise that question's a no-brainer. That's still a big 'no' by the way. Truth is, I don't know how well Sundance might be able to keep putting me back together. Light's still there, but maybe a quick fix is all she can manage. Anything major, or hey, if the power cuts out again? Who knows. Can't say it'll really keep me from doing what I do. I'll take a bullet for you or Jon any time, and that's not just because I figure I can handle it best. I'm bad with losses. You know that? It's not something I deal with well. After what you did that other day, breaking my fall, busting your arm- Look, I already watched Jon get spat at to absolute delirium and it's a wonder he didn't get shot back there on the Agrii ship.
That's not really much of an explanation after I read this, but it's the best I've got. So maybe these are lousy Dawning gifts. "Hey Cayde, why're you giving me your sentimental letters to your possibly imaginary son?" They're memories. I don't know how long we'll all be here, or when whoever's been messing around with us will decide to toss us back. I don't know if we'll remember any of this. Thinking about that kind of hurts the most, so I don't. So I figure at least this way they'll be around somewhere, for someone.
In the meantime, we can still have our fun.
Cayde, out. โค